0425~ Annoyed

Well,
seems it so fast to finish up to April,
April is so lousy,
Wounded + Exam,
i hate these all.


Just wrote down a fullstop at here,
nothing much can comment for April,
where is my motivation has gone??


alot happened on me,
even though my personality, friendship or family.
i hope everything gone smoothy,
let's make a wish and get help from JESUS,

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wishing
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i hope JESUS can heard my wish and help me,
then all the struggle and blockage gone,
hope so.
and if there is a lover for me more great ^^



i know this was so short,
but finally i hope
everything under my control!

Thanks god
Thanks Jesus
Thanks to myself ^^

0422~ Last day on friday ^^

Oh yeah,
tomorrow was the last day for the exam,
was so so so happy cuz last subject left.

Tomorrow are the UML...Unified Modeling Language~
i though it will be easy,
maybe...
not sure how many subject i will pass,
of coz i want it to be "all pass"
i dont want extend my University's life
fast and faster graduate...and work...
i dont want exam anymore...
i hate exam...what the f**k!

Summore,
i'd been sick before exam,
and
much more i cant eat well + cant sleep well,
but once i was so happy coz
my friends celebrated for me before 11/4
and that's why i'm puked for a strawberry cake and pizza...
it was so disgusting you know.

and i'm going out for a "drill food"
talked alot with my friend,
and thanks to them...
you guys is really really support me alot when i'm feel unhelp and lost~
advices + friends needed.


And thanks to a friend from Japan.
i dont know whether he is from taiwan or hong kong...
he said he from taiwan but he know how to chat in "Cantonese"
well it's not important
coz he was really take care about me!!
he just like my brother...like a carier...
TQ you guys....


Give you all a big big HUG~
i'll be there for you guys anytime ^^

0414 我在努力了~希望成功 ^^

希望是對的路 ^^

0413~ cheated??

Well
about this title is not develope at anything
just i felt that friendship are just like a business
need always make deal
need a key/trust btw those
once you lost the key
you'll never could get open the door anymore
coz there's only a key
A key with invisible

Seems like cant get a trust in someone's heart for long time,
even you get it
it woun't long last

I will hesitate when choosin a friend
don't know whether they're god or not

Friends are needed by everyone
just
it's depend on "importantacy" only


The conclusion is
shoulda trust our friend
the answer is 'yes'
but not 100 percent
i think there's only 20 percent needed
let's remain 80 percent for ourself.

0408~ Good morning

Wake up early in the morning
And feels like wanna sleep again
And
Don't want to move and be active today
my eyeball like heavy and lack of energy

Good bye everyone and here I go sleep again
Oh yeah
Let's meet in my dream

0408~ midnight

Listen to the song between and missing you,
But why
Even we can't be couple
Still can be a friend what

I'm really really disappointed this time
Even I didn't expecting any hope from you
But
Why you can be like this
You can notice that the limit between us
And
Inform me as you can
But you keep silent to me

I've cried for you
Even stop my study for you(lucky I didn't do that)
And told my friend bout us
Lots of sacrifice I've done
But you're not

Can I stop everything
And erase everthint bout you

In the middle of the night
I'm listen to that song
And I'm cry again
Cry for you and for the full stop
Everything stop at this moment

If you knew I loved you
Why don't you stop me
If you love me
Why don't you tell me that you love me

This phrase grabbed from my friend
Kevin
Thanks to you and the phrases

For now
I won't miss you again
A whole new Justin here you go

0405~ 一個人的台北

自己一個人走在台北的街頭,
看著人來人往,
彷彿我世界的時鐘已經停止了.
我已經不知道時間過了多久,
想起以前種種的我,
經不起眼淚的摧殘了.

雖然我沒辦法接受,
但事實如此,
我還是我,
你們只是我生命的過客,
停留了還是會離開.

我已漸漸的習慣,
習慣一個人生活,
尤其是當一個人靜靜的呆在家,
想起你我的過去,
聽著我們之間的歌曲,
我
我
我

真的好想你!


愛你就得放手,因為我不屬於你的世界.

0401~ It's Fool's day ^^

umm~
Firstly i want to say is, Happy Fool's Day...
Are you guys cheated by someone or your friends?
haha!

How come i felt so so tired today?
Even i'm didn't do anything.
Aint i getting older? lol

Today was fantastic,
cuz i've get to 青年公園 and fetch my friend without a helmet ><
how dare was me!
And stay there till about 7.30pm.
Had my dinner with 泡泡 and 阿漢,
the way we talking was so funny,
i decided to had cigarette(just wanna try what's the feeling),
and i think i will try it next time when i'm sadness or else.
Maybe it was a cure?? or something release's tools...lol

Went back home lately everyday,
though my soul feels lazy and tired.
Gonna to find a lover soon, lol.
Are you next? ^^

Think there's lots of friend around me,
thanks to you all cuz accompany me,


p/s: Little bit tired and expecting with my birthday ^^
I want a skateboard or a pair of Roller skate...haha ^^
Quiero una patineta como mi regalo de cumpleaños~jaja (spanish)