0101~ New Day..Refresh !

Well,
there's a farewell for 2009,
and i had a review of 2009...
My life is not fantastic,
but it was colourful,
because of you all.

Let all the bad thing goes with 2009
and the luckiest one follow by 2010...yeah ^^

It was so cool
i had singing in KTV in 31th Dec 2009,
let everything(lousy one) gone with my voice...

Did you guy make a wish?
in the future...what you guy plan for?
And my plan are "Spanish" and upgrade my English as well as ,
I wish i can do that!

So...whatever what you wish for,
i will bless you guys...sincere

And the last thing i wanna say is...
Enjoy 2010...
haha...so lame ><

1230~ Goal~

It's a great day today..
and we had a talk today...
so so so happy ^^
Yeah~
i'm smile every day~
with my signature smile...


New wishes for me in 2010

haha~
Bless me @@

1230~~ Last 2 day of 2009

Oh no~
There is left only two more day to go on 2009,
if there's anything that you haven't finish then you should take action now ^^
And...i'm quite bad temper recently...So ,mean i'm moodless ><
I'm almost had an accident at last two night...That's really make me shocked!
I've nothing to say ,and i wish i could have a great 2010 year ^^
Because there's bad luck for me in these few year..

Example:
1.)My best friend leave me 1 by 1~
2.)I'm inside a "Good School"
3.)Everyone like a "Zombie"..live without emotion
4.)Passion not a good thing for me right now ><
5.)And alot...etc.

Afterward ,i've called my mom on last night,
i was told her about that i'm learning spanish,
and maybe go to work at Aus or what else,
and my mom's reaction is "CRY"
that's really make me shocked...
Few sentences for my mom :
My dearest mom...
i'm miss you so much...
and i'll listen to what you said,
and i'm can't wait to go back and meet you,
i'm really miss you so so so much...T__T
I want give all the best for my mom,
There's no reason...Because you are my "Mom"!!
I wish i could~I wish i can do it ^^
I'm now feel so stressful...
Is there i can finish my school??
can i do this??(i won't give up )
will my life change??turn better...^^

My last goal i'm confuse about it,
and my new "GOAL" is Spanish...
My 5th laguanges...


Going become crazy soon~
feel so irritable...aiks...
i can't wait for the day i back hometown ><
wait me~ Malaysia

Tomorrow will be the last day of 2009~
where should i go for??
should i stay at home for revision??
or go out for a countdown with my friend?? ><
Oh my GOD...there's an option for me ><

I think , just let it be ^^

1227~ Blur~

What in my mind??
why everything are not order by me??
what can i do?? And what should i do now??
i mean...
if there is an option for me now
i would like to choose back to past
so that i can handle everything that i had passed right now...
i can choose a better life , meet a better one...
everything will change by

No one can help me...
my own feeling...but it's own by other

Aries....
it's my zodiac...
Hate and Like appears in the same time...

My god...
Bless me~
Be myself...