1230~~ Last 2 day of 2009

Oh no~
There is left only two more day to go on 2009,
if there's anything that you haven't finish then you should take action now ^^
And...i'm quite bad temper recently...So ,mean i'm moodless ><
I'm almost had an accident at last two night...That's really make me shocked!
I've nothing to say ,and i wish i could have a great 2010 year ^^
Because there's bad luck for me in these few year..

Example:
1.)My best friend leave me 1 by 1~
2.)I'm inside a "Good School"
3.)Everyone like a "Zombie"..live without emotion
4.)Passion not a good thing for me right now ><
5.)And alot...etc.

Afterward ,i've called my mom on last night,
i was told her about that i'm learning spanish,
and maybe go to work at Aus or what else,
and my mom's reaction is "CRY"
that's really make me shocked...
Few sentences for my mom :
My dearest mom...
i'm miss you so much...
and i'll listen to what you said,
and i'm can't wait to go back and meet you,
i'm really miss you so so so much...T__T
I want give all the best for my mom,
There's no reason...Because you are my "Mom"!!
I wish i could~I wish i can do it ^^
I'm now feel so stressful...
Is there i can finish my school??
can i do this??(i won't give up )
will my life change??turn better...^^

My last goal i'm confuse about it,
and my new "GOAL" is Spanish...
My 5th laguanges...


Going become crazy soon~
feel so irritable...aiks...
i can't wait for the day i back hometown ><
wait me~ Malaysia

Tomorrow will be the last day of 2009~
where should i go for??
should i stay at home for revision??
or go out for a countdown with my friend?? ><
Oh my GOD...there's an option for me ><

I think , just let it be ^^